Monday, June 17, 2013

Fantasies..

Well I don't really have that many of my own fantasies...

The only couple that I can think of that are actually mine would be:

1) being pushed up against the wall and kissed passionately, with Your hands holding mine above my head so I can't touch You, and making out and wanting desperately to touch You but not being allowed to.

2) Same as above but when we are having sex being told to put my hands above my head on the bed or somewhere and not being allowed to move them without getting punished

3) I kind of want to be out in public on my own and then randomly getting kidnapped (although...being kidnapped is one of my greatest fears) and then being forced to give some guy (who would ultimately be You (because I don't want to give anyone head but You)) head, and then having sex and then eventually finding out that it's You all along.

4) I know I mentioned it on here before but sometime I want to be spanked with whatever until I cry. Idk why.


I feel like I have really boring fantasies.

After looking online I came up with another couple situations that would be fun to have:

-Threesome with two guys and me
 (kinda already did this with You and B.S. however...i don't really want to do anything with him anymore. I just don't want to hurt his feelings by telling him. It's nothing that he did, I just really don't want to make Issac jealous (it really,really makes me really sad thinking about hurting him or You). I know B.S. wants to hang out soon though, because that's why he told me to make time this summer. I know we have an open relationship and that's okay, but if I do things with other people I want it to be with other girls at the moment)

- I never really had any fantasies involving Ali. I know now that she has had fantasies involving me, and that's fine. I agree with her point of view that we are "safe" play partners for each other. I am really glad You will be there though because I do think she could easily take it too far. Also...if You are teaching her...does that mean I need to submit to her? Because if You want me to that's another story but if it's just her trying to assert her dominance over me...I can tend to be stubborn and strong-willed. If I am allowed to, I will not make it easy on her. Unless You tell me to.