Falling apart.

Lately....well....within the past couple of days I have been thinking about suicide. I know it isn't the answer...blah blah blah. But I don't see the point of living anymore. I have an amazing man in my life, my Dom, and I know that He says I am beautiful and that He loves me and I know He wouldn't lie to me but honestly I don't know if I believe Him. I'm falling apart and no one seems to notice. And I don't know how to fix it.